Friday, 17 January 2014

Learn on your own syllabus

This couple of weeks have been very tough in two years at work. I saw myself tremble in front of the kind of humanity that is so distorted. I got quite unbalanced at heart when I hear somebody speak almost daily to me, of righteousness the oh my god righteousness when she was entirely the unjust one who works with no principle of equality. 

But then, now I see the hint! I have something to learn here. I I have something to do with my own mindset, starting from my very natural self - to forgive and let go. Because forgiving means forgetting, I kept myself immersed in everything else as I could. And as i do not forgive I too harm myself, I give as much time it takes, to first forgive myself. 
Gandhi would have told me be his spirit next to me, "The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."       !!! 
God I think I have learned the lesson you set on my syllabus. I have had enough of it. Thank god now I am happy!!


Everyone has lessons on his own syllabus god preset for each of us. If you don't learn them and move on to the next level, you repeat the same mistake. Some people repeat them time and time again, if not for ever; while some people make mistakes, reflect, and they learn - here is your own choice to make.

Saturday, 11 January 2014

愛蓮說

剛在河畔散步時, 談到如此一個話題, 媽媽向我說, 
"我清楚知道你是個有理想、會停下來想人生, 並非一味過活的人。
今日在世上, 雖然以庸俗的方式生活, 但我希望你將來驀然回首, 自己活得俗不要緊, 因為生活歸生活, 但要俗而不污, 明白蓮花出於污泥而不染, 思想要清麗脫俗。"

愛蓮說。

活像一個托世神仙。

Friday, 3 January 2014

Roma

"I look at the Augusteum, and I think that perhaps my life has not actually been so chaotic, after all. It is merely this world that is chaotic, bringing changes to us all that nobody could have anticipated. The Augusteum warns me to not to get attached to any obsolete ideas about who I am, what I represent, whom I belong to, or what function I may once have intended to serve. Yesterday I might have been a glorious monument to somebody, true enough-- but tomorrow I could be a fireworks depository. Even in the Eternal City, says the silent Augusteum, one must always be prepared for riotous and endless waves of transformation."


Elizabeth Gilbert

Melancholic imagination

Just the thought of your leaving forever made me suffocate...tears and sorrow won't help me. Time teaches people - which was why god invented time. 
With time things become clear. When you truly love somebody you cannot really let them go. And in case they have to, they go away from your life but never really from your heart and soul. Part of the love lives with you, for as long as you want it to stay.


31 December 2013