Goodbye my lover

Just that..
In breaking your heart
I also broke mine...






Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

三秒之內

最要懼怕的，就是恐懼本身。是你害怕你的堅強被拿走了，一個人怎麼辦。

藍天白雲的日子，郊遊到戶外，是你抱起陽光。藍天白雲的日子，準備上班的一天清晨，可就是陽光抱起你，遲遲不願起床。一個人趕車，一個人吃早餐，一個人坐巴士，一個人駕車，一個人收聽電台，一個人寫，一個人讀，一個人下班，一個人看見紫藍色晚霞，一個人跑步，一個人流汗，一個人喝酒，一個人呆坐，一個人流淚。不怎麼可怕。被拿走了的堅強，在你日復日跟自己相處的時光中，它無奈慢慢又再萌芽起來。因為你知道，以後再也不會擁有這種幸福的脆弱，它也知道了，自己爬出來。

多少年了？你始終在學習。學習在極度想念一個人的時候，心裡暗暗問自己一句，「又如何了？」　然後，心口湧出那麼一種突如其來的能力，把一切吞回去，算了罷了，知道了。想起一些人，有時，你必要說出口；有時，你不可以說出口。這個，千萬要拿捏得恰到好處。茫然的下午，你告訴自己說，過一陣子，就會好起來。灌一杯濃烈的，世界給忘記了至少一刻鐘，是酒是茶也很好。閉上眼三秒，三秒的心醉，三秒的心碎，恰到好處。

記得有人曾經向我說過，「愛情，可以是一個人的事；我愛你，也是我一個人的事。」當時我想，這人多半是輕狂那一輩，一抹淺笑，愰了過去。可笑的是，你曾經覺得無理的話，日子給你一一證明過來，讓你駭然發現它原來是多麼多麼真實。



「寂寞到流星跌下了
笨拙到藍天塌下了
竟相信愛情供給到需要

命運似塵埃散下了
願望似微風送下了
請相信愛情  捉不到不要

沒有理想中的愛人
誰會大叫只好苦笑
如為你哭泣不緊要
但我面對心裡面全部需要　還是需要
若愛依然重要　就算失戀不緊要」